I have been fortunate to have been in business for myself in various industries most of my life. My last venture was a tavern for 11 years which I was forced to auction off in 2007 due to the effects of the smoking ban. I certainly was not ready for that to happen as I truely felt  the tavern would have given me a good retirement. In reality, it left me in debt and without an income. It has been difficult for me, ever since then, to find a job with a wage that will cover my needs. I became a realtor, but in this economy, that career is a struggle. I cannot look back and say I have made mistakes, I believe all of my experiences are learning lessons. I am qualified in many respects and I believe the perfect position will come along and carry me into a retirement. My goal, however, is to make a good living on line. How perfect is that? I believe in myself and that is all that matters to me.